Shit

:((:((:((:((:(( I spent almost one whole day studying (or should it rather be called "wasted") :((:((:(( and what will I get in return???
:((:(( I really screwed up my History paper today, 45 minutes was spent on copying out stupid facts from my stupid help sheet and staring at the teacher :((.. I studied.. everything except for the political parts, 20 DAMN-LONG PAGES and hur hur, 3/4 of the questions today were on POLITICAL causes.. I felt damn sad man, I had made a 2-sided helpsheet WITHOUT political parts yesterday juz to find out early this morning that only 1 side was to be allowed.. Well, I decided to make another one with amost everything squeezed inside it, EXCEPT, yes except "THAT PART"... Coz I didn't have enough time :((.. Then it was time.. And now I noe I've juz failed my test :((.. It's 40% some more..
Well, come to think of it, I shouldn't be too worried about this since I'm not gonna take His next year A N Y W A Y... It will only affect my GPA :(, hmm dun care lol..

One more annoying thing for today: this is the dunnohowmany time I've been in the same group with THAT PERSON :((.. How did THEY arrange the groups for physics anyway? The moment I looked at the list, I knew right away it's not random at all! And I belong to the last group, with that last person :(.. I really wanna cry right now, not because I'm in the same group with him (he's not that irresponsible anyway) but because I have come to realize that I'm so NOT wanted :(.. They dun even care about what I want or whether I mind as they do or not, and certainly they wanna be in their own cliques.. Well, I hope this year 2 will end faster, so that I can choose to do something that I like and won't have to do all this kind of group work... It will be more stressful I guess, but at least it will give me the feeling of satisfaction since I HAVE DONE IT BY MYSELF...
Sometimes I juz have the only wish that my four bestfriends could be here, right here, with me.. I won't have to bear that feeling of being left alone or whatsoever.. Yea, our gang rox, remember!!