Saturday, July 30, 2005

Holz is over :((

Holz is finally over :((, is this even real????
Hix it also means that i gotta get back to the studying mood with all the tests and assignments coming up.. Time flies man...
Yesterday was the last day of enrichment weeks, and guess what, we went to school 4 kite making in the morning and in the afternoon, the whole IP cohort gathered at East Coast Park to fly kite :)) and play.. Haha after so much effort put in, we broke our kite, juz in a split second :)) and it couldn't fly eventually, duh!! Oh there's this very smart group, they tied 2 helium balloons to their kite and of course, it could juz fly without them flying it, :)) smart gals.. yeah then after getting bored trying to fly our kite in vain, we decided to go cycling.. I hadn't even realized that I was wearing skirt until we all paid for the bicycles hahax but who cared??? :D Yup, it was quite embarrassing, u noe, haha, for asking around whether they brought extra shorts :)).. Anyway, it was so so fun after such a long time I haven't cycled (didn't even touch my bicycle at all during the whole June holiday lolz).. Then, we saw our dear grand senior and my classmates back home, yup, they all got in NUS and juz came last week.. I feel so guitly for not having a second to talk to them properly..

Saturday, July 23, 2005

juz feel like blogging todae :D

I'm eating chocolate again :)) but this time it's liqueur hehe, hope I'm not gonna get drunk..
Hax got up at 12 noon with my stomach totally empty.. I had felt like choking when I was about to sleep last night grrrr.. Yesterday I went out with Tu n her mom and some frenz to Nite Safari and we didn't even have a proper dinner except for some cheese fries in KFC hix.. Oh yeah, the Night Safari Tram Ride is SO COOOOL.. Yea, it's juz like visiting the zoo at night but not on ur own feet haha, it's super dark and quite scary actually :D.. Hmm but no matter how interesting it was, I still dun like those animals, I'm, to be honest, scared of all kinds of animals :(( It's still a zoo anyway and to spend S$24 for this is quite worthless, at least to me hehe..
Well, my birthday is coming.. Let's see how exciting it can get :D.. Yay, my parents allow me to buy a new MP3 (actually I used to have CD player haha) but I'm still thinkin whether I should buy Zen Micro 5GB- S$350 or Ipod Photo 20GB- S$528 :((.. Ipod seems to be less expensive if you look at it thoroughly.. I think I should buy something that I won't regret :D coz I always hunger for more haha, so maybe Ipod photo would be a good deal??? yeah 1 more week to decide.. Hix if I buy Ipod, I'll need to be very careful with my money from now on :(, need to buy a new phone end of this yr also (my phone spoilt already) and I really dun wanna ask my parents for money (how could I myself spend so much money within 2 years, gosh).. Luckily, MOE will provide air tickets for us, that's great!!!!
Hax, okie, got a number of things to do todae, I'd better quickly get on my feet now..

Thursday, July 14, 2005

Enrichment weeks!!

Yep, I noe I haven't blogged for such a freaking long time..
Well, my holiday was kinda great, hanging out with my pals a lot, finally we have pictures of all 5 of us hehe..
Anyway, I finally got back to Singapore like 3 weeks ago :)).. It's the first week of enrichment weeks now and I feel so slacked.. I've started to have a really unhealthy lifestyle recently.. I sleep only about 4 hours a day :D.. There were times I didn't even sleep at all but slacked around with my laptop.. Haha I bet noone else but me in the hostel were awake throughout the night..

I hate to say this again but it's my fault for not showing my true feelings about someone or something, as well as for keeping them from understanding me better :((.. But there's nothing I can do.. Things aren't what you want them to be.. Sweetness can always turn into bitterness.. And this is really painful to me..

Sorry, sometimes I cry juz becoz I'm so pissed with myself, I hate me for always trying to understand something in a completely different way and always trying to hide my feelings for some reasons I don't even understand..