Enrichment weeks!!

Yep, I noe I haven't blogged for such a freaking long time..
Well, my holiday was kinda great, hanging out with my pals a lot, finally we have pictures of all 5 of us hehe..
Anyway, I finally got back to Singapore like 3 weeks ago :)).. It's the first week of enrichment weeks now and I feel so slacked.. I've started to have a really unhealthy lifestyle recently.. I sleep only about 4 hours a day :D.. There were times I didn't even sleep at all but slacked around with my laptop.. Haha I bet noone else but me in the hostel were awake throughout the night..

I hate to say this again but it's my fault for not showing my true feelings about someone or something, as well as for keeping them from understanding me better :((.. But there's nothing I can do.. Things aren't what you want them to be.. Sweetness can always turn into bitterness.. And this is really painful to me..

Sorry, sometimes I cry juz becoz I'm so pissed with myself, I hate me for always trying to understand something in a completely different way and always trying to hide my feelings for some reasons I don't even understand..