miracle-less

I'm just an illusionary dreamer all along. No matter how hard I try, whatever I do will never ever get appreciated. I rejected all my friends' dinner invitations just to wait for a miracle to happen. And of course it never happened. How stupid!

when you're gone

I wish I could tell you how much I love you

I wish you could just see how much pain I'm going through everyday

I wish you could realize that I never wanted to leave you when I said "let's break up"

I was a fool. All I wanted was for you to care about my feelings but I didn't care about your feelings. I'm sorry.

I wish I could let you see that I never wanted anyone before, half as much as I want you

And I really do want you in my life, no matter what happens..