wa so fun!!!

I'm in an extremely good mood today!!!!
The scholars are gonna go to Marche' for Tina's birthday tonite..
Then later at 10, we'll celebrate birthday for another person, Big Brother.. Oh man!!!
Yea, n guess what, Phoebe and I are gonna have a sleepover at Jia Yun's house tmr also... Well, things are getting brighter!!!! Right now, I'm juz extremely excited to see my dear mom and brother coming here next week!!! And will get to see all my best friends soon!!! Oh My God, I can't believe it.. I miss them so much.. If i am not going home this June, dunno when all of us are gonna meet again..
Oh yesterday, there was this horoscope advertisement on Friendster, hehe, being quite curious because it asked me to choose one aspect that i'm most concerned with.. Yeah, I chose DIRECTION IN LIFE!!!
Well, it's true.. I desperately need help since I have absolutely no idea what I want to be in the future and what my goals in life are... And this morning, someone replied to me and said that I would experience a revelation this year, 2005.. This revelation, according to her, is one which I have been waiting for and will permit me to discover the most important path for me in my life.. Well, dunno why I kinda believe her ya noe..

I'll paste 1 part of what she said here:

So let me tell you now exactly what all this is
about and why 2005 will mark the beginning of a
brand new cycle in your life. I did in fact
immediately perceive that you are much more than you
think you are. Let me explain myself,  I have
discovered that you have immense ressources within
yourself which are unfortunately unexploited because
of certain doubts and uncertainties which you
have deep within you. This is a real shame and a
waste of these valuable qualites of yours. Your
hidden talents seem to be stronger and more powerful
than in most of the people who come to see me.
You also have another powerful tool which could be
a major bonus for you Ngoc anh but for the moment
it turns against you as it is transformed  from a
great sensibility to doubt and incertitude.....

In the end, she told me she would help me with another reading but I figured out later on that I need to pay some amt of money..
Wa lao, how could she do this to me.. She hurt my feeling :(.. I trusted her but then :((... Juz like all other advertisements, all of a sudden, giving me a feeling of hope, and then stealing it away from me... :((

Anyway, I'm gonna find out by myself.. by the end of this year...

nice day!!!

Yay, juz finished chemical bonding, carbohydrates and lipids... Still have 2 more to go, Proteins and Water which are both too cheem to understand..
Well, today is a nice day btw.. It's raining outside n i'm mugging inside haha, with music n friends talking crap beside me..
Haha i'm not gonna complain abt mugging any more.. Cos it doesn't matter anyway.. 2 more weeks then I shall go home.. Yay.. Gtg n finish waht i'm doing.. Still got the stoopid investiture rehearsal tonite!!!!
Bye...

MUGGGGGG

Oh no, I start to hate mugging alr.. When I mug, I always feel that i will never finish even 1 subject.. :(( dunno why.. Juz feel like doing everything all over again.. And scared that i'm gonna fail every subject.. DAMN!!!
I hate mugging in the hostel.. My room is not ideal for studying la.. It's too hot n suffocating..
This is what I do when i mug.. First, clear my messy table (put the laptop n stuff on the bed), sit down, open my notes, n start reading... Then after abt 15 mins, I start to feel dizzy, I decided to clear my bed (put the laptop n stuff on the table), lie down, still holding notes in hands.... And 3 hours later, wake up n know that i have juz had a good sleep.. wa.. how to mug...
I hate study room also because there are too many ppl inside n the atmosphere is, gosh, scary.. Everybody is mugging like they have never done it before... It's not conducive at all, really...
The most conducive place, to me, is where there's music, not so cold, not so hot n there's nobody around.. Hate ppl walking around, slamming the door real hard and ppl who juz kept talking while someone's doing her work...
Haiz, today is one of the few days this term that I really sat down and mugged.. Afternoon went to KAP with Amy, Kaiyun, Tu, KK, Joseph, Wenhao for a mass mugging session.. But still not effective though..
Anyway, I shall stop crapping now... Gotta eat sth, too hungry :(
Bibo..

Oh Bioorg sucks...

WOW

Wow, this news is surprising....
According to Mr Koh, this is the first time in history that NJC Guitar Group has achieved a GOLD for SYF... Ohmygod, that is so cooooooooooooool!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I muz also admit that Guitar this year (dunno abt last year) has a lot of talented people, both guys and girls (it seems quite obvious that I'm not among this group haha)... Well, I'm proud of you all!!!
Hax, so sad I couldn't come for the Guitar camp this June.. If not becoz I have alr bought my tickets, I might have postponed my flight to another day alr.. Anyway, have fun guys...
I'll try to make friends with the J1 next term then...

...

To someone really annoying recently, can u juz shut up for a while? Do your work!!! I know you r smart and I AM NOT... But it doesn't mean that u can always talk to me like that okay... Why can't u juz leave me alone!!! I've thought u r funny n juz being so childish, to tell u the truth, I'm being too irritated by you alr.. U r the only person that I can easily get pissed off... Nvm, I shall shut up now.. Some ppl said I changed too much, well, I can't help it... Sorry...

Half day.... errrrrrrrrr

I couldn't believe that we only had 1 short half day after so many golds and golds with honors like that.. And it was not even a half day lol, funny how ppl went for SYF, achieving something great. In the end, other people had a chance to slack while they themselves had to go for practice... That's so not fair..

Anyway, I'm having my LA presentation and IH data response questions tmr... Hahax found a Mercedes-Benz Ad and juz crapped on that, hehe thx Malvika btw, for staying back with me after school (even though it was a half day) and giving me crash course for IH.. I've been sleeping in Mr Barber's class almost every single lesson, haiz, sorry..

You know, I had this very nicely-written Assessment Week planning from now until end of week 10.. But noe what, the number of ticks has been reduced, n at the end of the day, I feel that I'm crossing all my plans out instead of putting a really big tick next to each.. :

I wanna go for rollerblading during Enrichment weeks, hixhix, but it's like $60 man... Okae, shall save money for this whole year.. Mum n Dad, dun worry, I'm not gonna ask for more money this year.. I shall be a good girl *put on an act*..

Thursday, 05/05/2005

Wow.. Thursday 05/05/05 happens once in 7000 years ya noe..
I think it's very special and was using maths to explain to my classmates how special it is, but they were all like "Stop it!!!" or "Go away with your Maths!!".. Hahax noone can appreciate it, sad!!!!
And don't they know that Friday next week will be Friday the 13th...
Erm I'm crapping haha..
Gtg.

Long weekend!!!

Labour Day.. Nothing much happened..
I did absolutely nothing rather than sleep and struggle with this stoopid RAFT assignment...
What a nonsense!!! Creating a movie on how electrons move in a circuit haha... The concepts are so simple, yet it's still so hard to make such a documentary movie.. Know what I did? Erm add stoopid pictures with stoopid titles, and then record my own voice explaining all those things... So stooooooopid!!!!!!!!
Nvm, it's better than writing a boring article or create a poem or song.. I'm not that art-inclined man...
Anyway, will try to get over and done with it by tonight, so that I can go out in peace tmr hahax...
Ms Ng n Mr Koh are gonna treat us lunch.. Wow, Marche', $12 each, what a luxury!!!!!!!!
Kk, we deserve it, for practising so hard and making the school proud haha.. Still couldn't believe that Angklung, Guitar and Harmoc actually got Gold all the way this year... Thx to IP man!!!
We rawk!!!!!
Yeap, gtg and finish up my stoopid electrochem now... Bibo...